Rebel Escape

Well guys,I'm totally rebel right now.
I'm an official fugitive from the medical centre.I'd escaped from the ward yesterday.
And now my half part of bodies is partially paralysed,I guess maybe it's the effect of the injections and well some adrenaline shocks via my escapes.....and some helps from painkillers too,i guess.
Damn,this is officially hurts. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (-___-')

Confession.:D

I need someone,right now. Someone who can fulfill my empty heart. Someone so called lover. I wish for you to come soon. Being lonely is tough and hard,wish I can end it soon.  Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

New Chapter

Currently staying in Shah Alam,Selangor.
New life,new journey,refreshed mind and no more heartbroken. :D
Life is about to start anyway. Cheers. :DDDDDD

AWAY

I'll be away and maybe will gone.Hence my bestfriend will take over and run my pages.To all friends,sorry for my wrongdoings,I wish you all the best in life..;)

Sweetest Goodbye

What can u do if you have an issues with your health?

And what will you do,when you were told that you only have a few months to breathe?

When you only have one chance to save yourself,will you take it when you know that the percentage rate of you to survive is just 50-50?

And what can u say when your dreams is not fulfilled?
When you know that every past mistakes can't be fixed,when you know that you'll never have the chance to be with her again.

What is your feelings when you know that you'll close your eyes without your loved one? When you know that you'll gone,do you hope she will attend your funeral?
To wish you the last sweetest goodbye?

Life Bona Fides

Greetings,
The days go by and they will be years,and the years finally become our whole life.And if I review mine,let's take the previous things as the example,I may concludes that I were too depressed,didn't have fun and missing something.Yes,something really precious in life.

It is hard to accept this time,this very minutes as something of tremendous value has gone in my life.But the life must be go on because everything happened for a reason,and I believe the reason for everything happened is to brought an awareness to me about how immatured am I and how I should appreciate everything that I have.Everything is over but the life is just about to begin.There still a lot of things for me to achieve.

Somehow,I should try to reduce my depression and heartbroken,and yes I should change my attitude to a better one.Friends and families are really helpful to help me through this.They were very supportive and interacting amiably with them is a super stress reducer.Instead of my mind working overtime thinking and reminisce about her and all the memories,it is still occupied with thoughts of other things and other people.So there will be less mental capacity for depression.

Thus,I have to stop being a negative minded person and start to take a very positive thought on it,because there is here and now,much to appreciate.And there is life itself with friends,family and everything that is enjoyable for me.And I think it's worthful.


But the fact,I still love you,and all the memories...:(

The 12 Things

Random surveys;



If you could change sexs for the day, how would you spend it?
-having a face massage?

What is your dream car?
-aston martin DB9

If you could bitch slap one celeb, who would it be?
-Amy Winehouse


What one lesson from your childhood that stuck with you?
-A-B-C


You get an all expense paid trip to the plastic surgeon, what do you get?
-Fresh meats


What's the closest you've come to death?
-Losing her right now

If you had to sleep with a member of the same sex, who would it be?
-Why not? My sexual orientation is totally straight

What is the scariest thing someone has asked you to do in bed?
-I have no ideas

What's your favorite shower song?
-Too many

If you were the President for a day, what law would you make?
-Free broadway tickets

If you could live on a T.V. show, what it be and why?
-Chucks coz I'm a geek

Name the 1 band you love, but don't want anyone to know.
-Hoobastank